I miss my friends. I work nearly everyday except for Tuesdays, but I have class Mondays through Thursdays. I can't stomach noting being there for my friends when they need me. I don't even know why, but I hate it when I appear not very dependable. Apologies, loves. I don't get reception at the Buddhist retreat so I just keep my phone off. Leave me a message or send a text because I can see it the moment I reenter the service area. I also want to mention right now how much I absolutely love K & R. I know we all have busy schedules that totally conflict with each other, but the fact that we can still find the time to do something -- talk on the phone, gmail chat, or hang out --and not feel a strain in the relationship, is awesome. Truly.
TWO.
"Someday someone might come into your life and love you the way you’ve always wanted. If your someday was yesterday, learn. If your someday is tomorrow, hope. If your someday is today, cherish."
Words cannot even begin to describe how in love I am with him. You know when you hear stories about how someone is so in love they want to just shout it out loud? I always use to think those people were just insane. But he makes me feel like I can fly. I'm pretty sure I can do anything when I'm with him. Maybe not perform open heart surgery, but a lot of other things. I think I believe in fairytales again. <3
THREE.
I've accepted it. I was so use to fighting for our friendship until I realized, I really don't want a friend like you. The balls in your court, if you want it to happen, it can happen. If not, don't expect anything from me.
FOUR.
I love my dad so much. I really wish he would stop. It hurts so bad, and I try my best to laugh all the time around him, but I really, really wish he would stop doing the one thing that's killing him. Other than that, my dad is an effing badass. I bet you couldn't change your own IV line. Yeah, that's right, he can set up an IV with one hand.
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